Exploring the Infinite Abyss

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Sun, 09 Jul 2006 05:57:06 GMT

No longer reading or posting livejournals. If you want to know what's going on in my life, ask me. If not, whatever. I'm also changing my screen name, and making all previous LJ posts private. If you have to ask why, I'm sorry. If you know, then why are you reading this at all?

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 17:25:23 GMT

Elyse tagged me!

List your six favorite songs currently, then pick six people to continue the trend.

1. "Latest Disaster" by Stroke 9
2. "Nothing Better" by the Postal Service
3. "Mix Tape" by Butch Walker
4. "That Right Ain't Shit" by the Books
5. "There's a Kind of Hush" by the New Vaudeville Band (YEAAAAAAAAAA EMILY!!!)
6. "Spelling Bee Girl" by Man Bites G-d

Emily, KCo, Nick, Megan, Jesse, Laura G.

"Like a chemical stress, tracing the lines of my face for something more beautiful than is there"

Mon, 09 May 2005 23:44:21 GMT

So sitting up at 3rd street we created our school's (tentative) Harry Potter cast. We're not finished yet, and some of the sexes needed to be altered and some people are multiple characters/characters are split between two people for accuracy and whatnot, but it goes as follows:

Harry Potter--Derek A.
Hermione Granger--Sera T./Selma-Rachel S.
Ronald Weasley--
Draco Malfoy--Taylor J.
Gregory Goyle--Robbie F.
Vincent Crabbe--David B.
George Weasley--Drew D.
Fred Weasley--Tyler B.
Percy Weasley--Dylan C./Paul B.
Charlie Weasley--Greg K.
Ginny Weasley--Eden P.
Arthur Weasley--Emily W.
Molly Weasley--Becca G.
Rubeus Hagrid--Greg K.
Severus Snape--Selma-Rachel S.
Albus Dumbledore--Dash
Minerva McGonagall--Sera S.
Argus Filch--Harold
Cho Chang--Kathleen D.
Dobby--Neel
Quirrell--Josh J.
Gilderoy Lockhart--Paul B.
Remus Lupin--Tyler B.
Alastor "Mad Eye" Moody--
Sirius Black--Drew D./David S.
Buckbeak--Gabe L.
Fawkes--Becca G.
Firenze--
Aragog--Tom
The Sorting Hat--Gabe D.
Seamus Finnigan--Travess S.
Sir Nicholas de Mimsy-Porpington (Nearly Headless Nick)--Tom
Moaning Myrtle--
Bloody Baron--
Peeves--
Viktor Krum--Nick L.
Fleur Delacour--France-Lee
Olympe Maxime--Caitlin M.
Nymphadora Tonks--Emily W.
Sibyll Trelawney--Dash
Colin Creevy--
Neville Longbottom--
Luna Lovegood--Beena M./Lauren C.
Ludo Bagman--
Millicent Bulstrode--
Rita Skeeter--
Cedric Diggory--
Dudley Dursley--
Petunia Dursley--
Vernon Dursley--
James Potter--
Lily Potter--
Lucius Malfoy--
Narcissa Malfoy--
Poppy Pomfrey--
Madam Hooch--
Lee Jordan--
Alicia Spinnet--
Angelina Johnson--
Katie Bell--
Oliver Wood--
Lavender Brown--
Pansy Parkinson--
Padma Patil--
Parvati Patil--
Cornelius Fudge--
Dean Thomas--
Penelope Clearwater--

If any VCUers have some ideas to fill in the blanks, please do share them. We obviously don't need them all or have them all, so contribute! I am getting hungry. Food....

"It's too cold outside to be walking around the streets of this town"

Sat, 07 May 2005 01:31:02 GMT

Just got back from Edo's Squid with Sera, Selma-Rachel, Eden, Greg, Mike, and Paul. What fun! Probably gonna hang with Tyler and his friend Kelly tonight; tried to get in touch with Drew but I guess his phone isn't charged yet cause it's off or somethin'. Might be going off to watch (and not participate in cause everything sucks) a FOUR SQUARE TOURNAMENT with Travess, Lewis, Brian, Brian, Ryan, etc. Or I may watch The Godfather with Selma-Rachel, Sera, Eden, Paul, Mike, etc. Either way, there is cake and ice cream and soy ice cream and going to be fun. I swear it. Off to mingle with friendly faces.

Noah and Brandon just came by. Isn't it interesting how nice people are willing to be to you when they want something?

I think I shall hop in the shower. And then eat cake. Or something. TIRED as shit. Need...more...coffee....

I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE ELYSE!!!!!!! I AM SO PROUD OF HER!!!!!

Tyler and Kelly just came by. Looks like I'll be hangin' with them. YAY CAKE!

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 08:07:08 GMT

Does it not hurt enough without you rubbing it in? Is that what this is?

My reaction was NOT to get attention. I asked you nicely and you didn't shut up. I think I've put up with enough shit about this that I don't need to hear this bullshit. Don't tell me you'll stop talking about something offensive to me when I tell you it bothers me if when I tell you you're just going to give me a hard time about it. I wasn't asking for your comfort and I wasn't asking for your pity. Just some FUCKING human decency. Have I not been through enough lately? And also, it's good to know that you care enough to make sure I'm okay afterwards. Thanks a bunch.

Who can say for certain?
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be
That you are my
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above?

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream?
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen?

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me
Every day
Cause you are my
Forever love
Watching me from up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are...

"BAWKBAGAWK BAWKBAGONE"

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 18:57:50 GMT

Ate a salad at Shafer today. Nothing else was KFP. Complained to the chef, Joel. He tried to be helpful. Promised me more matzah tomorrow. I have enough back here at the dorm, thank you. Two boxes. Now one. Ah well. Not like we pay for them to feed me. And the other Jews at VCU. My room is such a flipping mess. Must clean. Maybe during the day tomorrow. I can start packing up my shit so when Dad comes down he won't have anything to bitch at me about. I splurged yesterday. Diarum Black = Yummy. My entries are just like my life--spastic. Have to entertain Amy now, she's over here and I haven't hung out with her in a long while. Selma-Rachel may be joining us which would be super cool. I like hanging out with cool people.

Congratulations, Emily! I love you! Brak due home any minute!

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 13:51:12 GMT

It feels weird to not be interested in someone romantically. I know it's still too soon, and I know it will be for quite some time, but part of me is in such a hurry to be involved with someone that it is telling me to like everyone, which is not only stupid but illogical and impossible. It's so easy to forget what it's like to be alone. It's REALLY hard not to be able to just call someone and hear a comforting voice and know that if I need him, he'll find a way to be there for me, even if it's just in spirit. Soon enough, however, I will be comfortable enough with myself to be 100% certain that I do not need to be in a relationship--a fact I know to an extent, but one I need to fully comprehend.

I feel stupid for not knowing why this song is called Portions for Foxes:
There's blood in my mouth 'cause I've been biting my tongue all week
I keep on talkin' trash but I never say anything
And the talkin' leads to touchin'
and the touchin' leads to sex
and then there is no mystery left

And it's bad news
Baby I'm bad news
I'm just bad news, bad news, bad news

I know I'm alone if I'm with or without you
but just bein' around you offers me another form of relief
When the loneliness leads to bad dreams
and the bad dreams lead me to callin' you
and I call you and say "C'MERE!"

And it's bad news
Baby I'm bad news
I'm just bad news, bad news, bad news

And it's bad news
Baby it's bad news
It's just bad news, bad news, bad news

'Cause you're just damage control
for a walking corpse like me - like you

'Cause we'll all be
Portions for foxes
Yeah we'll all be
Portions for foxes

There's a pretty young thing in front of you
and she's real pretty and she's real into you
and then she's sleepin' inside of you
and the talkin' leads to touchin'
and the touchin' leads to sex
and then there is no mystery left

And it's bad news
I don't blame you
I do the same thing
I get lonely too

And you're bad news
My friends tell me to leave you
That you're bad news, bad news, bad news

You're bad news
Baby you're bad news
and you're bad news
Baby you're bad news
and you're bad news
I don't care I like you
and you're bad news
I don't care I like you
I like you
-Portions for Foxes

I'm only a woman
of flesh and bone
and I wept much-
We all do
I thought I might die alone

But I have
never never never
never never never
never never never
never never met you
So baby be good to me

I got nothing to give you
you see
Except
Everything everything
everything everything
all the good and the bad
'Cause I've been bad
I've lied, cheated, stolen and been ungrateful for what I had

And I'm afraid habits rule my waking life
I'm scared and I'm runnin' in my sleep
For you
But all the oceans, and rivers and showers
will wash it all away and make me clean for you

'Cause I have
never never never
never never never
never never never
never never met you

So lets take a loan out
put it down on a house
in a place we've never lived
in a place that exists
in the pages of scripts
and the songs that they sing
and all of the beautiful things
that make you weep but
don't have to make you weak

'Cause I've
never never never never
never never never never
never never never never
never never never never
never never never never
never never never never
never never never never
loved someone the way
that I loved you
-I Never

And it's only doubts that we're counting
on fingers broken long ago
I read with every broken heart
we should become more adventurous

And if you banish me from your profits
And if I get banished from the kingdom up above
I'd sacrifice money and heaven all for love
Let me be loved
Let me be loved

And if my brain quits
Well I guess then that's just it
And if my hands stop workin'
You can call me lazy
And if I get pregnant
I guess i'll just have the baby
Let it be loved
Let me be loved

I've been tryin' to nod my head
But it's like I've got a broken neck
I wanna say I will
As my last testament
For me to be saved and you to be brave
We don't have to walk down that aisle
Because if marriage ain't enough well
At least we'll be loved

I felt the wind on my cheek
Comin' down from the east
And thought about how we are all
As numerous as leaves on trees
And maybe ours is the cause of all
Mankind getting love make more
Try to stay alive

I've been tryin' to nod my head
But it's like I've got a broken neck
I wanna say I will
As my last testament
For me to be saved and you to be brave
We don't have to walk down that isle
Because if marriage ain't enough well
At least we'll be loved
-More Adventurous

The most offensive comment of the past few days was said to KC by her ex-boyfriend: "When David died, I was envious of him." People make me sick.

Sex reminds her of eating spaghetti

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 18:55:06 GMT

So on my way to Shafer I happened across Sera, Selma-Rachel, and Tyler, and we all proceeded to go eat breakfast and chat about Coolio. I came back and zonked out. For 2 hours. Better than nothing. Now I'm just writing in short sentences. Except for that one. Laundry is in the dryer. I really feel like I should have more to say. I guess I'll apologize for taking up so much room on y'alls friends' pages for posting like 8 times a day. There was a time when I barely posted at all--bear that in mind. Wordplay intended. But not amusing. Ah well. Soon we go to dinner with Sera's dad and then to see DISCOMAN IN: FLIRTING WITH DISASTER! yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. Seacrest OUT.

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 07:57:00 GMT

So Mary comes in here and is hanging for like 5 seconds and I'm in the middle of telling her about my night and then she leaves to go to Lauren's room---even though Lauren opened her door cause she was on her way over here. What the fuck?

I'm about to devour my third bowl of Easy Mac. For some reason I am just starving. Not stoned or anything, just starving. Guess this is what happens when during the course of the day you only eat a few slices of pizza. I am SO excited for Shafer breakfast I can't even tell you.

That's it....no point to this post, really.

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 22:48:08 GMT

When you develop an infatuation for someone you always find a reason to believe that this is exactly the person for you. -The Beach

Maybe self-improvement isn't the answer. Maybe self-destruction is the answer.
-Fight Club

A minute of perfection was worth the effort. A moment was the most you could ever expect from perfection.
-Fight Club

Recycling and speed limits are bullshit, they're like someone who quits smoking on his deathbed.
-Fight Club

To stand here and try to fix her life is just a big waste of time. People don't want their lives fixed. Nobody wants their problems solved. Their dramas. Their distractions. Their stories resolved. Their messes cleaned up. Because would would they have left? Just the big scary unknown.
-Survivor

There's always the chance you could die right in the middle of your life story.
-Survivor

The joke is, we all have the same punchline.
-Survivor

You want there to be some improvement in people, but there won't be.
-Survivor

Every addiction is just a way to treat this same problem. Drugs or overeating or alcohol or sex, it is all just another way to find peace. To escape what we know. Our education. Our bite of the apple. Language is just our way to explain away the wonder and glory of the world. To deconstruct. To dismiss. People can't deal with how beautiful the world really is. How it can't be explained and understood.
-Survivor

What we call chaos is just patterns we haven't recognized. What we call random is just patterns we cant decipher. What we can't understand we call nonsense. What we can't read we call gibberish. There is no free will. There are no variables. There is only the inevitable.
-Survivor

No matter how many luxuries you get, something will be missing. No matter how carefully you choose, you'll never be totally happy.
-Survivor

Every generation wants to be the last. Every generation hates the next trend in music they can't understand. We hate to give up those reins of our culture. To find our own music playing in elevators. The ballad for our generation, turned into background music for a television commercial. To find our generation's clothes and hair suddenly retro.
-Lullaby

Every place is the same place in the dark.
-Lullaby

The best way to waste your life is by taking notes. The easiest way to avoid living is to just watch. Look for the details. Report. Don’t participate. Let Big Brother do the singing and dancing for you. Be a reporter. Be a good witness. A grateful member of the audience.
-Lullaby

People in France have a phrase: "staircase wit." In French: esprit de l'escalier. It means that moment when you find the answer, but it's too late. Say you're at a party and someone insults you. You have to say something. So under pressure, with everybody watching, you say something lame. But the moment you leave the party....As you start down the stairway, then-magic. You come up with the perfect thing you should've said. The perfect crippling put-down. That’s the spirit of the stairway. The trouble is, even the French don't have a phrase for the stupid things you actually do say under pressure. Those stupid, desperate things you actually think or do. Some deeds are too low to even get a name. Too low to even get talked about.
-Guts

Don't you think that somehow television makes us G-d? When you watch daytime dramas, you can look in on anybody. There's a different life on every channel, and almost every hour the lives change. It's the same as those live video Web sites. You can watch the whole world without it knowing. Television lets you spy on even the sexy parts of everybody's life. Doesn't it make sense? And if you believe that we really have free will, then you know that G-d can't really control us. And since G-d can't control us, all G-d does is watch and change channels when He gets bored. My point, is that maybe TV makes you G-d. And it could be that all we are is G-d's television.
-Invisible Monsters

"Would you pass the butter, please?" my mother says. To my father she says, "Do you know what felching is?"

"Felching," I lower my voice. I'm calm now. "Felching is when a man fucks you up the butt without a rubber. He shoots his load, and then plants his mouth on your anus and sucks out his own warm sperm, plus whatever lubricant and feces are present. That's felching. It may or may not," I add, "include kissing you to pass the sperm and fecal matter into your mouth."

My father clears his throat. "Bump," he says, "I think 'fletching' is the word you mother meant." He says, "It means to slice the turkey into very thin strips."
-Invisible Monsters

The one you love and the one who loves you will never be the same person.
-Invisible Monsters

The only reason why we ask other people how their weekend was is so we can tell them about our own weekend.
-Invisible Monsters

When we don't know who to hate, we hate ourselves.
-Invisible Monsters

Love me, love me, love me, love me, love me, love me, love me, I'll be anybody you want me to be. Use me. Change me. I can be thin with big breasts and big hair. Take me apart. Make me into anything, but just love me.
-Invisible Monsters

When did the future switch from being a promise to being a threat?
-Invisible Monsters

Hysteria is impossible without an audience. Panicking by yourself is the same as laughing alone in an empty room. You feel really silly.
-Invisible Monsters

Shotgunning anybody in this room would be the moral equivalent of killing a car, a vacuum cleaner, a Barbie doll. Erasing a computer disk. Burning a book. Probably that goes for killling anybody in the world. We're all such products.
-Invisible Monsters

Our Generation has had no Great war, no Great Depression. Our war is spiritual. Our depression is our lives
-Choke

What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.
-Choke

People used what they call a telephone because they hated being close together and they were scared of being alone.
-Choke

Now, smile-if you still can. This is your zygomatic major muscle. Each contraction pulls your flesh apart the way tiebacks hold open drapes in your living room window. The way cables pull aside a theater curtain, your every smile is an opening night. A premiere. You unveiling yourself.
-Diary

Maybe people have to really suffer before they can risk doing what they love.
-Diary

Just for the record, knowing when people are only pretending to like you isn't such a great skill to have.
-Diary

Everyone's in their own personal coma.
-Diary

We all die. The goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will.
-Diary

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 20:51:24 GMT

Some people don't deserve my friendship. If you don't know who you are, you really don't deserve it. So goodbye. You're out of my phonebook, and for all intensive purposes, out of my life. Hope you're happy. I actually feel physicially ill because of this

On another note, it's GORGEOUS outside. Just sippin' back some refreshments now. Ate some pizza with Tyler and Sera and Greg. I'm getting a catering credit in the movie. Hahaha. Premiere tomorrow night at 7 at the Firehouse Theatre! Be there!

My parents were being REALLY irritating today. Very nagging. Very parent-y.

I'm just going to be content by myself for a while. I need this. And I'm okay with this. I need to be okay with it.

Put some new pics up on webshots. Check it, foos: http://community.webshots.com/user/theatrebecca

Was gonna go to the science museum with some people but I never got called about it so I guess not.

I want to have more to say since I'm feeling so much, but I don't think now is the time to say anything else. With that, Seacrest OUT.

And so, Annie waits, Annie waits, Annie waits for a call from a friend

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 03:10:23 GMT

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My arms are lonely for the warmth of a male flesh. Another night alone seems unbearable.

If this is sight, I'd rather be blind

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 22:38:34 GMT

Boys suck fest '05 tonight. Participants include: Amy, Sera, Selma-Rachel, Beena, and Natalie.

Eyes fixed and dilated
Stuck staring out
So jaded and frustrated
Dragging you down
You can only see so much when you're relying on your eyes
There's an instinct inside everyone
It's the engine and the drive

It's a long way to fall
Once you lose all those aspirations
It's a long way to fall

What I've got in my heart and my head
I won't give it away because it's all that I am

So listless, indifferent, distant and cold
No feeling, no meaning
Stuck in a hole
Leave your ideals with your memories like they're
something you've outgrown.
And the days go by, you're paralyzed and you slowly
Turn to stone

I wish I wasn't waiting
This place gets smaller everyday
We all have characters and we know the parts we play
We're actors and actresses, that's all
Please take me away
I just want to start over
There are things I'd like to change

I miss the innocence,
When the doors all stood wide open
The sun's gone down on better days

If I let you know, nothing can last forever
I never thought everything would change
If I let it go, nothing can last forever
I never thought everything would change
Well, maybe I did
Just not today

I never thought that things would change
I miss the innocence

My pain is never ending,
I feel it grow inside
Frustration overwhelms me,
There's no place left to hide
My mind is always racing
These things can't stay the same
I want to see the difference
I want to see the change

I'm standing outside for you to decide
But I don't want to wait
And I tried to be strong as we went along
And you said nothing changed

So what's left to believe?
I'm not going to leave, there's nothing left to say
Don't say you were blind because I never lied

I'm just hoping now that you'll remember me.

You know just what you're doing
Because you do it oh-so-well
And maybe you tried to fool me
But I never fooled myself

Your story is always changing,
But things still stay the same.
And sometimes I long to see you,
And sometimes I stay away

Divine intervention
So few and far between
Like lightning when it touches to the ground
Answer me the question
I'm ready to believe
I hold my breath before I let it out

The face we show
The one we hide
The hands we hold and leave behind
For all we lose
And all we find
Here while we live and while we die

The wait for redemption
It gets heavy on the mind
And I burn my eyes out staring at the sun
At this intersection
We are looking for the signs
And up ahead these roads they bend to one

The ties we bind
The ones we break
The solid ground beneath us shakes
What it tears down and what it makes
And what we give is all we'll take

To ride along the horizon
When these days are gone
It's what we become
As we ride along the horizon
When theses days are gone
It's what we become

The face we show
The one we hide
The hands we hold and leave behind
For all we lose
And all we find
Here while we live and while we die

The ties we bind
The ones we break
The solid ground beneath us shakes
What it tears down and what it makes
And what we give is all we'll take

Divine intervention
Hanging in the air we breathe
And I'll fill my lungs with all that they can hold
As for all the questions
We've got everything we need
To guide us now whichever way we go

"I wish you were here." -Incubus

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 07:17:21 GMT

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At Aladdin's tonight I ended up chilling with Beena, JK, Lauren, Greg, Eden, Sera, and Selma-Rachel. What a fun time. Things aren't so hot for Tolo right now, and that was sad because there isn't anything we can do. Ran into Charlie, Alan, and Emma outside J-Hall and talked with them for a bit. Now that you all know every single thing that has happened to me in my life today, I leave you. Seacrest OUT.

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 02:03:01 GMT

So I wake up, all prepared to go to the library and work my tuchas off on on this Chinese spirituality essay and I run into Drew, Emily, and Beth getting coffee. I had just gotten coffee, and I wandered over to chat. We decided to all go drink coffee outside in Monroe Park and just chill. So now, of course, my work is put on hold and we mosey on over to the park to bask in the sunlight.

So this bum comes over and kneels beside me and he says "You have nice breasts." I was like, "Uhhh...thanks." Then he reaches out and says "Can I touch them?" like I'm gonna let him do it...and when I say no he turns away like I just told him that I had killed his mother and there is no G-d. That was fucked up, man.

So eventually we leave, and if I'd known I was going to chill outside I would have worn sunscreen. Now, however, I am burnt to a crisp. Tyler and I then head over with Drew to Clay Street where we proceed to look at the Pop-Up Karma Sutra and make the most of this lazy Sunday. We all had some heartfelt conversation, and since I've been back I have obsessively been putting on Aloe lotion to ease the burning pain.

I'm bored, man.

I know some of you have done this, but what about those of you who haven't? Do it....

If you read this,
Even if I don't speak to you often,
You must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, good or bad,
Just so long as it happened.
Then post this to your journal.
See what people remember about you.

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 21:04:24 GMT

I'm SUCH an idiot! So I JUST realized that B.D. Wong from You're a Good Man, Charlie Brown! is also the B.D. Wong from Law and Order: SVU. How fucking awesome is that?

I also found my old RPG cd. Oh man, those kids were so young! I think they've probably all come a long way.

I make myself laugh sometimes. Like now. THE DORM IS ACTUALLY COOL TODAY!!! Thank you, wind.

Hope I end up hanging with Beena and Drew as planned. I love those kids.

The No-Hassle Day Planner for the Clinically Insane by MilesToGo13
Username
This morning, you should...	climb onto your roof and practice your naked yodeling to passing 747s.
Then, after lunch...	pretend that you are a mime on a busy street corner, and push anyone who seems to be enjoying your show into traffic.
Dinner will consist of...	a hundred shotgunned pixie sticks, and some heroin for good measure.
Afterwards, you set off into the evening to...	have a drink at your local coffee shop, where you take great joy in unplugging people's laptops at random and giggling at their misery.
At the height of your madness, you will call	paperpoultice
And the two of you will proceed to...	have an intense shouting match that the police will be called to over which chipmunk was Chip, and which one was Dale.

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Tue, 05 Apr 2005 21:12:57 GMT

Official Survivor
Congratulations! You scored 75%!

Whether through ferocity or quickness, you made it out. You made the right choice most of the time, but you probably screwed up somewhere. Nobody's perfect, at least you're alive.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 76% on survivalpoints

Link: The Zombie Scenario Survivor Test written by ci8db4uok on OkCupid Online Dating

Fight! Kikkoman:

Hello, guys from any culture. Here is good news that Kikkoman is tired of Japan. He has decided to fight all over the world!

He came from the planet of Soy
Warrior of Justice, Kikkoman
The second you pour soy sauce
Food becomes incredibly delicious
Destroy all foreign sauces
Take this killer, Kikko-punch!

(cat: what sauce to use?
Kikkoman: Gotta have soy sauce on sunny side up
cat: Thank you, Kikkoman!)

SHOW ME
SHOW YOU
KIKKOMAN
KIKKOMAN
SHOW ME
SHOW YOU
KIKKOMAN

He came from the planet of Soy
The cool guy, Kikkoman
Soy sauce is good for health
It can even kill bacteria!
Worcestershire sauce? Ketchup? What a suckers!
Take this killer, Kikko-beam!

(cat: Which sauce Dammit?
Kikkoman: I SAID, gotta have soy sauce for omlette, too
No way, Kikkoman)

SHOW ME
SHOW YOU
KIKKOMAN
KIKKOMAN
SHOW ME
SHOW YOU
KIKKOMAN
ALRIGHT!

I started wearing makeup more regularly, too. It makes me feel pretty. :-)

What? Another post?!?!?!

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 21:19:50 GMT

I surmise that
If I appropriate superfluously prodigious words
And emphasize my grandiloquent verbosity
I will contiguously metamorphose into
The most prestigious versifier

I am exuding self-confidence. Every pore of my body screams at me to flaunt my personality and my looks, which is something I have never encountered before. I feel so sexually and emotionally charged and motivated to prove my worth as a human being. I have made a drastic decision. I am becoming happy with who I am! What is going on, you might ask? Well, you shall see. Or not see. Who knows? I am...evolving.

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 21:08:38 GMT

So I go to the VCU Bookstore to purchase some *gasp* books. At the checkout, the girl ringing up my items asks me: "Why are you getting all these books?" WHAT THE FUCK?!?! It's a fucking BOOKSTORE! What the fuck do you expect people to buy?

On another note, I saw a funny shirt today. It looked like a list, and said Afghanistan (crossed out), Iraq (crossed out), and the next was Canada. It was hilarious.

Because of Acid, I now know that butter is way better than margarine.

I would imagine if you understood Morse Code, a tap dancer would drive you crazy.

I wrote a letter to my dad. I wrote: I really enjoy being here. But I accidently wrote rarely, instead of really. But I still wanted to use it, so I crossed it out and wrote I rarely drive steamboats, Dad. There's a lot you don't know about me. Quit trying to act like I'm a steamboat operator. This letter took a harsh turn right away.

And then at the end of the letter I like to write P.S.- This is what part of the alphabet would look like if Q and R were eliminated.

They say, you can have this product for 4 easy payments of 19.95. I'd like to have a product that was available for 3 easy payments and one complicated payment. We can't tell you which one, but one of these payments is going to be a bitch. The mailman will get shot to death, the envelope will not seal, and the stamp will be in the wrong denomination ... good luck fucker! The last payment must be made in wampum.

I opened up a container of yogurt, and under the lid it said "Please Try Again" because they were having a contest I was unaware of. But I thought I might have opened the yogurt wrong, or maybe Yoplait was trying to inspire me. 'C'mon, Mitchell, don't give up. Please try again. A message of inspiration from your friends at Yoplait. Fruit on the bottom, hope on top.'

One time a guy handed me a picture of himself and he said. "Here's a picture of me when I was younger." Every picture of you is when you were younger. Here's a picture of me when I'm older. How'd you pull that off? Let me see that camera.

Mr. Pibb is a poor imitation of Dr. Pepper. Dude didn't even get his degree.

I was walking down the street with my friend and he said "I hear music." As though there's any other way to take it in. You're not special. That's how I receive it too...I tried to taste it, but it did not work.

A severed foot is the ultimate stocking stuffer.

And who in Richmond can get by without this shirt?

http://www.tshirthell.com/store/product.php?productid=322

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 06:10:24 GMT

Limp fingers pose in faux lethargy
Waiting to be disturbed by some
Unknown force
Sitting across the smoke-filled table

Infinity passes between her fingers
Interlocked with messages from beyond
And dirt cakes her nails
Reminding her who she truly is

She stops to watch the earth rotate on its axis
A forced reaction feigned as a necessary response
Sitting back in repose she wonders on her life
Sips back her beer as she takes another drag

Irony is filing its nails and leaving the remnants on her skin
Cracked and aging, tainted with pain
She chokes silently, disgusted by her regression
But even so she continues

Falling deeper into
Her addiction

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 04:55:28 GMT

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	80%
Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|	26%
Empathy	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Food indulgent	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|	16%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Female cliche	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%

Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Hehe. Everyone and their mom should take this.

Another quotation from the book: "I refuse to 'look up.' Optimism nauseates me. It is perverse. Since man's fall, his proper position in the universe has been one of misery." C'mon guys. 2 cookies.

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 21:32:36 GMT

I am currently working on an assigment for my Religions of the World II class this evening. I feel a strange desire to scream: "Please go away! You're shattering my religious ectasy."

If you know what it's from, you get a cookie for enjoying good literature. Cooper gets one, too, cause she likes House of Leaves.

Which Pagan Goddess Are You? by kira_may
Name?
Age?
You are:
You favourite trick:	Appearing in the sky to scare the enemy's army
Your feeling towards mortals:	Mortals - pfft
When you sleep with mortals, your lover is:
Mortal you'd most like to smite:	The enitre cast of Friends

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Thu, 17 Mar 2005 18:36:24 GMT

You lied to me. You said you wanted to stay in touch, but when I tried to you pushed me away or ignored me. I don't need you.

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 15:07:59 GMT

Dance the night away by karchan85
Name
What you Look like
The Music	J-Pop

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Jesse visited me and we had fun. I missed her!!!! After some cajoling from Rachel and Dylan, I decided that I should still go on the NY trip. But Saturday once I'm home I have it all to myself, so if y'all who are in town want to chill that night it would be awesome!!!!! Then Sunday morning I leave for the city of York Newness.

Right now I'm studying for this STUPID religious studies test I have in a couple hours. Mom and Dad are coming down and in an hour we are meeting with some dude who is representing the Dean of Student Affairs. So this semester I will be going from 19 credits to 7.5. I am in excellent shape. (PLEASE catch the sarcasm there.) Have to study more. See some of you this weekend!

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 17:28:14 GMT

CONGRATULATIONS NATASHA!!!!

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Your haiku:	we proceed to look up optimism nauseates me it is perverse since
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